Still pissed off

Reminds me of the Uppity Blues Women's line "Better to be pissed off than to be pissed on."

I tattled to the dean about JH's delinquency. Don't know if that is the right thing to do, but MS and my parents were all encouraging me to register the complaint, so I did.

Saw GB in the hall and we chatted about where we were in the finish up and move on process and again faced with the humiliation of being far from done and unemployed. God damn RL for his head in the clouds.

All I feel these days is angry. Betrayed.

I wrote S and TL today to tell them I wouldn't be eating Indian food in London with them any time soon.

I'm trying to write my friggin' job market paper. It is kind of fun to cut my dissertation into pieces. At least I can get my aggression out somewhere, albeit on my own work.

I know I should call ET again today, but I just don't have the heart for it.

The world is full of assholes and they are turning me into a bitter resentful bitch. God damn it.